My Weakness for His Glory - All the Time

That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (2 Corinthians 12:10)

This statement sounds silly to the non-believer and to many of us who follow Jesus. It feels like I am asking for trouble or "borrowing trouble," as my grandmother used to say. Truth time here. I don't suffer well. I don't do pain and I avoid arguments at all costs. It used to be that I would do everything in my power to appear in control at all times. To be honest, I was mostly out of control.

The pain of being raised in an alcoholic home brought with it, embarrassment and shame. I felt like I was responsible for the actions of my parents. I have since learned that I am only responsible for my own actions, and I can only change myself, no one else.

I do know my weaknesses, and they are many. That is one good reason I begin every day reading my Bible and studying those scriptures which speak to my heart. I use a journal to record much of this precious time.  

My weakness becomes my strength because it drives me to the foot of the cross. My troubles chain me to that cross and reveal how much I need a Savior. I draw strength from God's Word and I know I don't have to be in control. I have given up control; I have submitted to the Will of God and I rely on Him to handle those things I cannot.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10