“Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” These are words I’ve prayed many times. I’ve prayed them for the world at large, for strangers, for friends and family members. But if I’m being honest, I usually pray them for myself. “Father, forgive ME, for I do not know what I am doing.”
How did I get here? How did this happen? Where should I be? How do I find my way? In the past, I’d look for answers in misguided places and chastise myself for not getting it right. As my relationship with Christ has matured, I’ve learned to seek His will. I guess that’s what they call spiritual growth. I still don’t have the answers, but it does help me sit with the questions a little longer. He’s helping me learn to wait and listen.
Today, we recall the Crucifixion. While Christ endured our pain, one of the criminals next to him said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”
For the repentant sinner, those words of forgiveness removed a huge weight. “YOU will be with me in paradise.” How sweet the sound!
And as Jesus breathed his last, I want his words to be mine - “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.” It’s not just a deathbed prayer, but one worthy of repeating each day, “Father, I place my life in your hands!”
He knows better what to do with it than I do, but I’m learning… waiting and listening.
Peace to you this Good Friday.
